I really can’t remember when was the last time I work up happy, I usually wake up hating myself, and everything else, until I get to do something in the morning that would refresh my head and get me into the mood of doing something.

But since that night I was waking up happy, it never happened, and this happiness isn’t momentary, it lasts throughout the day, and the reason is you, I just have the idea of you in my head and I’m instantly happy. When I get to understand what do I feel today, it was me feeling purposeful, that I have something to fight for, rather than something to run from, I have something that is waiting for me in this life and I’m waiting for it. I really can’t express how this notion stuck in my head makes my life different. How it empowers me in a different way, waking up in the morning wasn’t hard, but it was kind of empty, no one is relying on me or rooting for me, but I think this has changed now.